Okay, to be very honest, I'm not in the mood to talk about my trip to the USA. I haven't been in much mood to talk about it a lot since I got back. It's not that I'm lazy. It's just that... I don't have many nice things to say.
Well yes, it's true that the trip was an eye-opener. I got to visit all the very exciting tourist attractions that everyone MUST see when they go to the States. Like, let's see... *ticks off fingers* When you go to New York you have to see the Statue of Liberty and Empire State Building. When you go to DC you have to see the White House. And when you go to Vegas you have to see all the super-expensive hotels and "Welcome to Fabulous Las Vegas" signboard. Oh yeah, and remember to stop by the Grand Canyon, too! No worry, I managed to tick all of these off my to-see list. My tour guide made sure of it.
But... I know you know me. I love getting lost in strange new countries. It is a mandatory for me to perform the usual "When in Rome, do as the Romans do" rite in every country - as in, pretend to be a local and do things the locals do. Don't ask me to be a tourist even though I look like one with my scarves and jackets and hats. Let me be a local!
Basically, there wasn't a chance to do much of that. Not when you're on a tour, anyway. Ah, well.
Interestingly enough, travel makes you think, whether you enjoy it or not. Interstate journeys with nothing to do at all, force you to dwell on the issues sitting in your mind. Being stuck with company that you don't enjoy, teaches you creative adaptation skills. So, in a way, travel helps you figure things out about yourself that you never knew.
- I discovered that chilling out in adverse situations really helps. Not many people know how to do this. And also, it's a known fact that Asian people like to rush so that they are not the last in line. Silliest mindset ever, I tell you. So, during the trip, I practiced NOT rushing or competing to be faster than my Asian counterparts during the tour. It turned out to be beautiful - I felt no stress or anger because I just didn't care whether I was first or last to get to the scene. And it made me feel so peaceful and happy that I decided to take one step ahead and feel absolutely smug about being better than those "kiasu" people. God, I'm such an elitist and I love it.
- This whole mindset about being fat is overrated. People around the world should look at some of the Americans - they are huge. It's all about the food portions, and American portions are insanely large. I wouldn't even be able to finish a quarter of it. As my dad said, "If we lived here, we'd become obese." Hear, hear. Before I went to the USA, I was slightly concerned about putting on weight and outgrowing my size 8 pants. After the trip, I feel like one of the skinniest people around. In fact, I think I need to gain a little more... Hmm.....
- After 10 days of interstate travelling, I decided that I should go back to basics on my career path. No, not bartop dancing, that was so 5 years ago. Actually, I haven't really been trying to improve on my best skill - my writing. So I swore to start practicing again when I got back - and I have been! Let's hope this goes on for a while more, before my fickle mind changes itself yet again.
- Oh yes, and I also decided not to kid myself about the entire wedding-shebang. What do I mean by this? Well, that's up to your interpretation, really. #cryptic #onlypeoplewhoreallyknowmewillunderstand #thisisnottwitterwhyamIhashtagginghere?
- Lastly, this trip helped me conclude one thing for certain: I refuse to get involved in holiday tours ever again. Not that I would have ever, before this trip, because choosing the tour option was so not my choice. But I am more certain now that it's totally out of the question. No bargaining about it.
Basically, the trip showed me a lot of what I truly am, and what I truly am not. I'm more than happy to be back and keeping it real, because it's like starting on a clean slate, aye? So I wouldn't say it was a disastrous or terrible trip, because as far as my personal development went, it turned out pretty all right in the end.